Content overload and new projects

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I am someone who likes too many things. I have a backlog of things I want to read and shows I want to watch and things I want to do so long that if put it together in some sort of physical form itā€™d probably be taller than me. With Netflix, it got to the point that when I ask my boyfriend to pick something from my list he just plainly refuses - the answer is ā€œyou got all of Netflix there, thereā€™s no point!ā€.

My Netflix watchlist - anyone relates?

I swim well in loads of content. It suits pretty much who I am, and it reflects the way my mind works - Iā€™ve always been an eclectic jack of all trades more than a depth-lover, focussed on improving on one thing. This applies to all parts of my life, including work. Iā€™m a great context switcher and I do deal well with many things at the same time (although I do realise that this has its drawbacks and it cannot go too far, and I have learned/am learning how to cope, Iā€™ll probably write about this in another post).

However, here weā€™re talking about content that you find on that marvellous thing called the Internet. The two things may seem in apparent contrast, but on top of swimming in a lot of content, I do actually like to organise the content I like. I use Refind for this, itā€™s a great tool I think, I like especially the feature of building your own collections, which is what I use it the most for - these are mine.

Thereā€™s so much good content, and no matter how hard I try to keep up, Iā€™m always behind. I know I should accept the undeniable and obvious truth that I will never be able to keep up, but I somehow almost struggle a bit with this: my brain seems to find it hard to accept that it just has no time to digest everything it would like to.

Iā€™ve always used my free time for creative activities, and these pandemic times are no exception, Iā€™ve actually started doing more creative things, or better, more creative things in various areas. The about talks a bit of them, then there are a few things which are not there yet.

At the moment, Iā€™m trying to figure out what to do with my project on drawing data things (vizs): Iā€™d like to do more, or do better, but most of them really take much time to produce, between framing the question, gathering the data, designing a form for it and then eventually drawing it. Itā€™s a great learning process, and I love it, and have fun (main reason why I do it, apart from helping people learn new things). Iā€™d like to do a strand of them where I teach people something, whether in data science, or in physics, or something else I happen to know about. I like the educational element of the project and would like to invest more in it - I just need to figure out what exaclty and how to shape it.

Then, Iā€™ve started re-reading the great Feynman Lectures on Physics (I bought the books ages ago and consulted them many a-times but never read them in full), which bring me back a few sweet years. Iā€™ve started cooking more and doing more elaborate recipes, all the way learning about food and culture. Iā€™ve resumed playing some chess, this time trying to be a bit more diligent in studying it, after having familiarised with the rules and lost a few good games. Iā€™ve resumed some little running, although not as much as I used to last year. Iā€™ve been reading/watching a bunch on themes of equality and human rights, compiling a list of stuff I loved. Iā€™ve been reading more in general - working from home has kinda allowed having a bit more time of course, and I have to say Iā€™m loving spending it with creative activities. Thinking is a creative activity. This little paragraph here is not all the things Iā€™ve been doing/trying to do during this time, by the way.

I just want to channel all these energies a bit better maybe, and shape a direction for them. But I know that Iā€™ll still be the one doing many things at the same time, as this is the way my mind learns, in any situation :). Happy for any suggestions.